Dark

Dark is the color of the centre of the universe
That moves forward
That moves on
Surrounding and entering my heart as it moves
Encircling the deepest of the feelings
Till numbness spreads
And I can feel no more

Passing by

As I sit and watch my past pass me by
I wonder why I feel so lost
Is it because you are not with me
Or that I am not with me
Or that I am with you
Though I don't know where you are
My heart is with your heart
And my soul with your soul

Baby

One year today, since I lost you my love
You left this world for a better place
A life of just eight days that you shared with us
An emptiness of lifetime that you left behind
You moved so fast, you went so soon
Your tiny, fragile body wrapped carefully
Like a flower you blossomed for a little while
Like a butterfly you flew far away

One year

Tomorrow is going to be one year since I lost my baby. My baby who left this world after going through right days of disease and treatments. No mother ever thinks of losing her child ever in her life, let go of losing him right after his birth. A mother's prayer is always for the health, success and long life of her child. But unfortunately, some mothers have to face the grief of laying down a piece of their heart in the ground and spend the rest of their life gazing at the heavens, waiting for the clouds to form their child's face. Some mothers have to spend their lives searching for the face that isn't there, waiting to hear the voice that would never sound again.