Six years back when I gave you your birthday gift, I didn't realise that it was the last time we were celebrating your birthday. I wish I could just turn back time and be with you once again. Time is supposed to heal all wounds, but I feel that some pains just grow with time. I never realised how difficult it would be to be part of every joy and sorrow that came after you. When I was happy, I needed you to share it. When I was sad, I needed you to wipe my tears. In every turn of my life, every new chapter that began, I needed you. And now I need you more than ever. I need you to guide me and I need you to care for me. This is the period when I needed you the most and this is the time I am all alone. When there is so much to come and so much is required, I find myself completely helpless. I wish again and again that you were here with me. Part of my joys and part of my pain.
