Missing you, as always

I do not have words to even say what I feel. Sometimes somethings are better left unsaid. It is not even grief or a sense of loss. It is something that is beyond expression. Something that can only be felt. And yet, I want to say, but still I feel that maybe I shouldn’t. Some things can never be explained. Some don’t need explanation. Some things are made to be broken. Some to be cherished forever. Sometimes even regret brings satisfaction. Sometimes the pain is inspiring. Sometimes smiles leave you empty. Sometimes tears complete you. I do not have words to say what I feel. But wish what I feel is understood. Because sometimes you never know. Because sometimes even a life is not enough.